I’m really not content with life right now. I feel so down, and I feel like there’s nothing I can do to change that. I don’t have a proper source of income, I owe money to friends and I’m struggling to pay them, which makes me feel even worse.

I’m lucky in the sense I have a roof over my head, and warm house to live in, and incredible family and friends. I appreciate these things more than I can put into words.

I just don’t feel happy with myself. My self image, lack of income, unable to do things and go places with family and friends, treat my loved ones.

It may seem like I’m being stupid, it’s just how I feel. So down and low about these things, and it makes me feel crappy.